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January 3rd, 2006
03:04 pm
they just took everything i had away from me, everything, they took my self confidence, thats all i have and now im ready to just go, go wherever the fuck i want, i dont fucking need guidance anymore, i dont fucking need them anymore, i hope they find this, i hope they read it, fuck you. I hate you.
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December 28th, 2005
December 26th, 2005
11:37 am
everybodys excited about ther new iPods, oooh, ahhhh, look at mee, i got an iPod, well i got a 15 inch powerbook, hail satan! I am the best that will ever live, ill beat up ali, he aint got nothing. I will challenge prnice in a game of ball, i can do anything!
Current Music: Rocky Theme Song
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December 19th, 2005
06:56 pm
next wednesday i turn 18. id like to see everyone i know at the show were playing that night to wish me a happy birthday and have fun? (im not sure if alot of yall even enjoy shows anymore or something, whatever) it would be really great and um, yes, id like tto see you all there
benders house, 3035 zermatt way, snellville ga, 30078. its in the cul-de sac, how the heck do you spell that?
were playing with friends meandhimcallitus, and a wonderful grind act Destroyer Destoryer, if you dont like me, well, come anyways, id wouldnt mind working things out. I love you all, bring me happy gifts
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November 30th, 2005
09:13 pm
first road trip this weekend, panama city. Im excited. Ill have a good time, its inevitable. I want to talk to lots of people soon. Get over my shyness. Zach Rivers, aquarium trip next week.
Current Music: Ben Folds Five - Brick
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November 13th, 2005
12:14 am - Im Still Beating
Life is wonderful, i love my friends, i love ashley, i love converge, i love how drama in my life is not drawn out and completely unnecessary, we apologize and move on, closer and better than before, i love knowing that i am looking forward to december extremely bad, i love the fact that we are playing with ED GEIN and REFLUX on Dec 2nd in PCB, i love rodney, i loved seeing zach rivers, daniel dekebach, and Adam tonight and having wonderful convorsation with them. I love singing along to converge. I love everything, hopefully this wont change for a while, god is good to me, and i take everything i have for granted all too often, look inside you, is your heart beating? isnt that a blessing enough. Thanks everyone for making this a memorable night
Current Music: Converge - The Broken Vow
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October 26th, 2005
09:11 pm - hurt
I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything
what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
I wear this crown of thorns
upon my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
beneath the stains of time
the feelings disappear
you are someone else
I am still right here
what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
if I could start again
a million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way
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i lost a friend today.
never be friends with me. Im nothing in the end
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October 15th, 2005
04:39 pm
LJ is boring
you know it is
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September 26th, 2005
09:38 pm - looks like i got "tagged"
ok, so, i got tagged
im gonna put this in an LJ cut so people who dont care dont have to read it
( 20 of the most pointless things in the world about me youll never want to know but are about to know )
Current Music: Tupac - Changes
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September 23rd, 2005
02:49 pm
we all just want to fuck
another one bites the dust
another one bites the dust
another one bites the dust
Hope and love, never lose either of them
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September 22nd, 2005
06:06 am
im going to miss my best friend
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September 11th, 2005
09:50 pm
looks like the waiting may have paid off
:)
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September 7th, 2005
05:34 am
Yesterday was one of the best days of my life.
Thank you Zach for letting me share the expierence with you, thats one thing i will never forget.
I love you, and i would like too see everyone come around more often
Current Music: Sigur Ros
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August 30th, 2005
08:46 pm - another day
i felt like i looked nice today. I dont know why im writing in this, hm. ill figure it out later, myspace is still stupid, but i manage to be stupidly addicted to it, ive wasted my week away with hours of FF7 draining my life away like a hepa filter vaccuum with bagless features. I bought a new drumset last week, it made me feel good about myself. I guess, im still pretty boring, i never write in this anymore because none of my true friends (except for a few select ones) actually read this. I wish somebody would appreciate what i do for them...i wish i could go to school knowing that i have a hug waiting for me every day to make me happy. but i dont, whatever. its a good attitude, whatever. blahh blahh blahh, another day. blahh blahh blahh, i need something exciting in my life again
i really wish i went to Black Dahlia Murder tonight, poo
i think too much. i hate cell phones, haha norma jean. whatever
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August 13th, 2005
12:07 am
everyones too happy to give a fuck about me
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August 6th, 2005
02:28 am
i have alot on my mind tonight
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July 24th, 2005
01:23 am
i feel like a cyncal son of a who ha tonight, i would kill somebody right now. I get random feelings of complete lonely-ness out of nowhere and it just dosent go away. I also randomly always feel like a worthless outcast on occasion as well. i guess i need to make myself feel better again until tomorrow when ill feel fine and dandy again. I know everyone hates when people post total crap like this because i myself am one, so just tell me off, ill get over it soon enough.
Current Music: sigur ros
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July 21st, 2005
02:18 pm
uhh, i feel weird posting this, but, please come this saturday to the Masqurade
The Ugly (thats us)
Noir(myspace.com/noirmusic) <- freggin amazing
Life Is a Fight
Deus Invictus (the chariots old drummers new band, http://www.myspace.com/deusinvictus)
Polar
I would really love it for any of you guys who read this to come because i would love you forever and appreciate it so much more than you know. I love everyone and i hope to see you there.
(sorry, i never post this kind of stuff, but its really exciting)
Current Music: Robinson - 2
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July 15th, 2005
12:06 am - Good
I had a good day today. No cell phone, no nothing, just hung out with myself for a while, it was sweet. Sigur Ros sold out, im pissed
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July 4th, 2005
09:50 pm
who wants to go camping at stone mountain?
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